Back dated post for 13th Sep 2009

13th Sep 2009 is the greatest day of my life so far, it’s day of my water baptism. Finally after so long, at the age of 30, after accepting Christ for 16yrs, backsliding and running away from God for the last 9yrs, 2 tattoos on the beloved temple of God (reminds me of Casting Crowns’ song, East 2 West from album The Altar and The Door) I finally move forward and say “ok God, You win. You’re Lord of Lords and King of Kings. You are my God, my Savior, my Father, my closest Friend and You are more than alive and larger than life.” Thank you for making me so alive than ever before.

What are we? A hurt than seek healing, a desert that seek water, a tired soldier who seek rest from battle of life, a limp who seek to walk, a loser who seek to be the victor, a poor who seek to be rich, a broken 3 legged chair that wants to be complete? Why must we be the one in need when river of life can be flowing out of us?

You come to me at my lowest point of life, teaching me to Forgive and Love, to have more of You and less of the world. You make me understand this great Love that’s you had described and demonstrated. What I had gone thru is only pebbles compare to what Christ had gone thru for us and yet He still Love us coz we’re God’s children.

It’s so easy to lost sight of Him when we are so engaged in the world. God is not God of convenience, you have to make the stand and really step forth to make the difference and to lead the life that He wanted us to live. It’s a choice to be a spiritual baby or to grow and develop ourselves in His Words and Guidance. I had enough of being a spiritual baby, now it’s time to really grow. I don’t want be a just a feel good Christian who goes to Church to seek comfort on Sundays and then plunge back to losing all sight of Him during the week.

 By His Grace and Blessings and with our Faith, all things are possible! Blessed are those who have the Faith of a Child, the Child of God. I pray for His Grace and Blessings to be upon on us in our journey and refining processes, to achieve His master plan!

Never Say Never! Dun let me go!

Never Say Never! How true it can be! This song reminds me of someone who once made the claim that certain things are impossible and it's now happening right before my eyes.

Truly a Beautiful and Great song from Fray; with the ability to bring tears if U're not careful! Goes well with a nice cuppa coffee and gloomy weather with U sitting indoor "watching the world goes by" as U drift in and out of day dreaming :) Dun let me go!!!

Jesus, Lover of my soul

Jesus, Lover of my soul,
Jesus, I will never let you go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now i know


I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end

This song that had been playing thru my mind since midweek service. After swimming with my own strenght and ways in Life, I have finally came back to Him, just like the Produgal son in Luke 15:11-32. Isn't it wonderful that It's He who holds on to us and not we holding on to Him. Even since coming back to Him, I never see Life in the same light again. Just have to believe and claim it, for that and many others, are the privileges that all sons and daughters have.

I've found my inexhustable battery pack of Life.  Have you?

P.S. Dear Friends, I'm not becoming staunch in anyway or turning into an old guard in anyway. I juz simply replaced my kar-putted battery pack.